The return

I needed an outlet and here I am. I wasn't sure this blog even existed still, to be honest. I had moved it and just assumed (shame on me) that this disappeared in the mix. But it didn't and it's here.  And it's oddly comforting to read. I apologize that plenty of the pictures attached to old posts are gone. Again, I assumed this left. 

Status update: I'm drowning in a sea of parenting, overwhelmed with the emotions, stress and frustration that comes with it. 

This blog sat idle for about 10 years.  Why? Because in that time we learned I will not be having children. Three miscarriages, 5 rounds of IUI and a declined IVF future - we accepted that it wasn't in the card for me. 

So we adopted.  We entered the process with a private company in hopes of adopting one single baby.  Somehow along that long, expensive, frustrating and invasive process - we adopted three siblings. 

I have PLENTY of back story to explain, but for right now - I need to know I have a home, to vent and cry and maybe, just maybe, find out I'm not alone...